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Friday, June 4, 2010

Sinar

Hatiku menangis lagi
Berlinangan air mataku membasahi pipi
Bagaikan sebuah taufan dasyat melanda
Tidak ku sangka ia berlaku lagi

Ku menyendiri di batuan pantai
Desiran ombak menghibakan lagi hati
Bagaikan dihiris senjata tajam
Hatiku luka dan terus terluka

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Aku kenal suara itu
Ya....bisikan bayu senja di waktu itu
Membisikkan sesuatu kepadaku

Aku tersenyum sekali lagi
Ini bagaikan sudah kuketahui
Seperti dipermainkan takdir sendiri
Setiap kali aku ingin dikasihi

Masa berlalu cukup pantas
Aku tenggelam dalam duka
Terkejut aku bila terjaga
Bayu senja sudah berubah arah

Oh.....cukup lama aku direndam duka

Hari ini aku berdiri
Merenung tepat mentari yang menyinar
Pergi sudah senjakala
Kembali tiba pagi indah

Aku bangkit dari duka
diiringi satu impian
Hati ini milik aku
Cukup sudah kau berduka

kini aku mahu riang dan bebas
seperti merpati di awangan
Aku gembira seperti ini
Bagai pagi indah seperti ini

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Dear son....

when you were born into this world
i was filled with joy
It was a dream come true
The feeling of every proud father
Your mother was a great woman
to bring a new life into the world

Sooner I realised that my responsbilities grew
you became our priority
I work harder then before
so that you can have the best food
so that you can have the nicest pair of shoes

You grew up with time
You were seven when I gave a watch
Your first gift, thou I didn't have one
I was proud to see you with your new watch
You went around showing it to your friends

When you turned fifteen
You wanted the best school in town
I got you enrolled in the best school
You made many new friends there
I was glad you made many friends

Then you went abroad to study
I was even proud than before
I kept talking about you to your mom all the time
How proud I am to have a son like you
And we were happy for you

Then came the most important day in your life
It was your wedding
We gonna have a new member in our family
Your mom and I were happy for you as before
You have become a man then

And one day ...

I fell ill
lying in bed
I was looking for my old friend
it was you son
i just wanted to talk

Then I realised you were too busy with your new life
So I decided not to bother you much
Your mom us left sometimeback
I was completely alone
and you don't dropby often now

I passed my time with all the sweet memories with you
I still keep your first watch eventhou it isn't working well
I still remember your first day in the best school in town
I still remember the confidence you had because I was there for you
I still remember everything my son...

Perhaps you remember
of all the great moments we had
I am no longer young and entertaining as before
now I just lie in bed
And this does not bring any good to you

I started feeling that I am less important to you now
You pay more attention to your new family
That's fine with me
But son, I am your father
I brought you up
and today I need you badlybut you still don't have time for me

Well son, my time is up
Your mom is waiting for me and I have to go
You don't have to worry about me anymore
I have arranged for the angles to fetch me
I am feeling good now
And before I leave , I would like to say this...
"May you always be happy with your loved one
and I forgive you for not being around me till this very moment,
I understand your committments"
I will always love you as before
and I hope you too will always remember me

Love you son.

Are you the one?

Who are you?
I need to know
I can't go on like this anymore
from the day I know you
I kept thinking of you even if i don't want to
You were there
in my mind...always

then...
Came the day
we went apart
far from each other
many years passed
and there were no news of you
but you were still fresh in mind

and today...

I can't help it
still thinking of you
To forget you
I play my favourite song
but my heart cries more for you
I'm confused.....

What's going on?
Do you feel the same?
Are you the one?